blues

just moving some old stuffs from my old blog. in case if someone hasn't read it.

for those who wonder why i never got mad. cuz whenever i met some pills, i drank pills.:D hell no. well, some aspirins sometime. i cried. i ate good food. i went to the day spa. i talked to some beloved friends who demand NOTHING. i TALKED to my mother,my dogs and cats. then i cried again. and got back to life. thank God i am forgetful, that’s the gift.
for those who think i don’t give a shit. i do give a shit. but i don’t talk about shit.
for those who might think that i don’t have anything bothers my head. well, i have loads and loadS of them i have enough to share.
my head and my heart aren’t numb.
i’m sorry if you think they are.
i smiled because that’s what my lips made from.

i don’t smile a lot anyway.

that’s it. i’ve said it.
this mess LOVE you dears…
whatever happens.