i'll do canberra (i remember)

i am thinking in the next few years
for a best damn friend like you
what-the-helling this thing, you know what?
but then i smiled
i indeed seriously don't know what would i be without you
this sad.
i am sad.
life's a bitch bich you have to leave
and none of my secrets left
when i started to call you names
and lately
oh beautiful days!
on spending our days with our girls
mention your name on my diary
but then we talked, share not ice cream but stories,
'hey, another freak classmate, wearing that you-know-what necklace'
when i first saw you, thinking
i remember

p.s. bahasa yang aneh, tapi itu tulus dari lubuk hatiku. halah. miss berle.
judulnya saru lagi. yang satunya biar kaya puisi beneran ceritanya.
luv u mul, biach, bich, lazyarsed, dumbarsed, darn nerd, kupu2 sph, or whatever whats-your-name's name is. luv u heaps and heaps. xoxo.
be happy, always. ayo kita tunjukkan semangat biach kita!

[piercing silence]

stay, you say.

and i try to kill my logic with my little hand.

[piercing silence]

and i try to kill myself, slowly, with my little hand.

the perfect recipe

can't hardly remember why or to whom i wrote this poem. but obviously i was a bit tipsy.

Let me love you just a twist,
with a tea spoon of caring,
and a drop of desires.

Let me adore you in sprinkles,
coat you with the warmth of my melted heart,
toss in the air sometimes with the abundance of devotions.

Let my passion be your garnish,
adorn your body and soul,
and let you pleasing my days with your perfect delicacies

me, celebrating life

still, moving some old stuffs. just to remind myself.

i love the day when i sang well. i love 5pm in the afternoon after raining. i love my girlfriends. i love my parents, my brothers and ALL of my family. i love the man i’ve been in love with. i love my friends. i love chubby, all the dogs and cats all over the world. i love my city. i love cheese, peanut butter and ice cream. i love movies. i love groceries. i love coincidence. i love applying nail coats. i love scrambled egg. i love fresh water. i love piano. i love plain wallpaper and clean and smooth carpet. i love the days when i had butterflies in my stomach. i love nice and cozy couch. i love cypresses and mountains. i love peace and to make people smile. i love being in love. i love my shoes and my old jacket. i love seeing things differently. i love sincerity. i love white-sand beaches and sunset. i love mascaras. i love lyrics and music. i love imagination. i love to be accidentally sexy. i love secrets. i love 25 degrees of temperature. i love (my) college, work and salaries. i love to love and would love to be loved.