terbatuk-batuk di hari minggu yang aneh (the tittle doesn't have anything to do with the content)

been quite lama since my last post, it's not that there's nothing sophisticated happened but there are too many things going on in my head. too many things. i wonder how i could survive this far. duh. lagilagi berle. nada. it's just that i am finally being myself again, not as a part of somebody else, for the first time in eight years. dama's leaving to ozland. becoming motor less. nd some other mixed unexpected events which are, some, magical, and brought different sensations up to my senses. such beautiful combination. there was time that i feel like wandering, flying above nowhere nd ask myself the 'where-was-i' question. however, now that everything seems somewhat clearer, i have to reorganize myself. back to the awfully energy-and-time-sucking chapter of my life entitled 'skripsi'. hey, it's fun. i just need to spend more time in it, i believe.
well, i need to say thanks to my gang, who've been helping me getting through 'that' chapter of my life, it was not easy to disengaged with the habits and the guilty feelings. heaps of thanks to my biach nd bondan who had saved my life at that day, bringing loads of snacks nd sweets. yodim with his sweet chocolates treat. nd the rest of the gang, i feel so lucky to have you guys.
p.s. to the king of shitterbrain, thanks for everything. shibby.